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New Start
1 min read
It's been so long since I have properly updated my page and I think it's time to pull my finger out and get on with things. I had a bit of a bad time last year but I am back on track and I think a productive and more social way of doing things is going to help. So expect to see more from me though it will be only photography and cosplay shots on this page from now on I am not confident enough in my drawings to post any. I also plan to do a journal entry at least once a month so here is hoping it works.
Now I have my cosplays planned and ready for May expo and so far its listed as :
Now I have my cosplays planned and ready for May expo and so far its listed as :
Emily ~ Corpse Bride
Sylvia Crystal ~ No More Heroes
Carlos ~ Welcome To Nightvale ( my own interpretation)
Black Widow ~ Avengers Assemble ( I can't decide yet but I really want to do her again)
I only have Emily to make so fingers and toes crossed I get it done.
Sylvia Crystal ~ No More Heroes
Carlos ~ Welcome To Nightvale ( my own interpretation)
Black Widow ~ Avengers Assemble ( I can't decide yet but I really want to do her again)
I only have Emily to make so fingers and toes crossed I get it done.
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Almost A Year
2 min read
So it has been almost a year since I have updated and as much as I would love too bore you with my life stories I am going to keep it basic as I know we all have other lives (At least I like to pretend I do).
So lets go pro's first.
I have a new Baby cousin, well I say new she is now 7 months old. My confidence has grown I am now doing things I never would have before.
I AM GOING TO DISNEYLAND! This is something I have dreamed of since I was a child and I finally have a permanent job, been working there for nearly 2 years. So I saved up and its all booked I am going the week after my Birthday as my gift from me too me! I'M SO HAPPY!. last but not least I finally have my Widow cosplay nearly 100% complete so I can't wait to have a proper shoot with her.
Okay onto Con's.
Lost some friends this year though it doesn't really seem like one. They stole money from the group lied and basically manipulated one of my closest friends so I cut that tie and burnt the roots.
And I think that's it for these Con's which surprises me. Now I really should go and get ready for work it's fathers day and I work in a card shop so I am going to need my Zombie apocalypses head on.
So thank you too those who took the time to read this. Your Awesome and I am sorry there was nothing exciting.
And too those who don't though I know you can't read this. I understand there are a million and one other things to do on the internet and it's like Disney Land at the click of a button!.
So for now.
So long, Fair well.
I have a new Baby cousin, well I say new she is now 7 months old. My confidence has grown I am now doing things I never would have before.
I AM GOING TO DISNEYLAND! This is something I have dreamed of since I was a child and I finally have a permanent job, been working there for nearly 2 years. So I saved up and its all booked I am going the week after my Birthday as my gift from me too me! I'M SO HAPPY!. last but not least I finally have my Widow cosplay nearly 100% complete so I can't wait to have a proper shoot with her.
Okay onto Con's.
Lost some friends this year though it doesn't really seem like one. They stole money from the group lied and basically manipulated one of my closest friends so I cut that tie and burnt the roots.
And I think that's it for these Con's which surprises me. Now I really should go and get ready for work it's fathers day and I work in a card shop so I am going to need my Zombie apocalypses head on.
So thank you too those who took the time to read this. Your Awesome and I am sorry there was nothing exciting.
And too those who don't though I know you can't read this. I understand there are a million and one other things to do on the internet and it's like Disney Land at the click of a button!.
So for now.
So long, Fair well.
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Avengers Quiz.
4 min read
Tony Stark / Iron Man
[ ] You like booze
[ ] You are the life of the party
[x] You love gadgets
[x] You can be rather cocky
[ ] Your favorite color is red or gold
[x] You're good with computers
[x] You use sarcasm a lot
[ ] You love getting attention
[ ] You're good at mechanics
[x] You have issues with your parents
5/10
Dr. Bruce Banner / The Hulk
[ ] You're good at science
[ ] You can get very aggressive when ticked off
[x] You like to be secluded most of the time
[ ] You like wearing baggy clothes
[ ] You like to meditate
[ ] You like doing science experiments
[x] You try to avoid getting into fights
[ ] You like wearing purple things
[ ] You're clever
[ ] Your favorite color is green
2/10
Thor Odinson
[ ] You're good with a hammer
[x] You like coffee
[ ] You can eat a truckload of food and still be hungry
[ ] You can be arrogant
[ ] You have long hair
[ ] You have an interest in astrology
[x] You can get sulky when things don't go your way
[X] You're willing to take a fall for someone else
[x] You like to dress up as fantasy characters
[ ] You don't get on well with your sibling(s)
4/10
Steve Rogers / Captain America
[X] You like helping those in need in any way you can
[X] You hate bullies
[ ] You're a great leader
[ ] You're a bit of a do-gooder
[ ] One of your favorite color is red, white or blue
[ ] You like wearing things with stars on them
[ ] You strongly admire the army
[ ] You have a good throwing arm
[x] You like war films
[ ] You're good at running
3/10
Colonel Nick Fury
[ ] You like wearing long coats
[X] You're good at organizing things
[ ] You're good at being in the loop
[x] You like guns
[ ] You're good at giving information to people
[x] You like giving solutions to peoples problems
[ ] You like eyepatches
[ ] You work best as part of a team
[ ] You like beards
[x] You like wearing black things
4/10
Natasha Romanoff / Black Widow
[x] You like wearing tight clothes
[ ] You can do martial arts
[x] You're intrested in the world of spies
[x] You have red hair
[x] You're quite agile
[x] People generally don't know much about the real you
[x] You like to make yourself look good ( I try to any way)
[x] You can speak another language
[x] You're good at taking orders
[ ] You were born in a different country to the one you are living in now
8/10
Clint Barton / Hawkeye
[ ] You're very good at archery
[x] You currently like/love someone on your team
[ ] You like to wear purple and black
[x] You're very good at aiming
[ ] You've worked at the carnival
[x] You like working in a team
[X] You're up for almost anything thrown at you
[ ] You'd be a top assassin if you ever took the job
[x] You're quiet
[X] You tend to get along with people well
6/10
Loki Laufeyson
[ ] You want to be a great leader
[ ] You want to prove something
[ ] You're the younger sibling
[x] You've been/are overshadowed by a sibling
[ ] You don't get along so great with your sibling
[x] You're good at lying
[x] You're adopted
[x] You're very clever
[x] You are able to manipulate people well
[x] Your favorite color is green or gold
6/10
Black Widow - 8/10
Hawk Eye/Loki - 6/10
Iron Man - 5/10
Nick Furry/Thor-4/10
Captain America-3/10
Hulk-2/10
[ ] You like booze
[ ] You are the life of the party
[x] You love gadgets
[x] You can be rather cocky
[ ] Your favorite color is red or gold
[x] You're good with computers
[x] You use sarcasm a lot
[ ] You love getting attention
[ ] You're good at mechanics
[x] You have issues with your parents
5/10
Dr. Bruce Banner / The Hulk
[ ] You're good at science
[ ] You can get very aggressive when ticked off
[x] You like to be secluded most of the time
[ ] You like wearing baggy clothes
[ ] You like to meditate
[ ] You like doing science experiments
[x] You try to avoid getting into fights
[ ] You like wearing purple things
[ ] You're clever
[ ] Your favorite color is green
2/10
Thor Odinson
[ ] You're good with a hammer
[x] You like coffee
[ ] You can eat a truckload of food and still be hungry
[ ] You can be arrogant
[ ] You have long hair
[ ] You have an interest in astrology
[x] You can get sulky when things don't go your way
[X] You're willing to take a fall for someone else
[x] You like to dress up as fantasy characters
[ ] You don't get on well with your sibling(s)
4/10
Steve Rogers / Captain America
[X] You like helping those in need in any way you can
[X] You hate bullies
[ ] You're a great leader
[ ] You're a bit of a do-gooder
[ ] One of your favorite color is red, white or blue
[ ] You like wearing things with stars on them
[ ] You strongly admire the army
[ ] You have a good throwing arm
[x] You like war films
[ ] You're good at running
3/10
Colonel Nick Fury
[ ] You like wearing long coats
[X] You're good at organizing things
[ ] You're good at being in the loop
[x] You like guns
[ ] You're good at giving information to people
[x] You like giving solutions to peoples problems
[ ] You like eyepatches
[ ] You work best as part of a team
[ ] You like beards
[x] You like wearing black things
4/10
Natasha Romanoff / Black Widow
[x] You like wearing tight clothes
[ ] You can do martial arts
[x] You're intrested in the world of spies
[x] You have red hair
[x] You're quite agile
[x] People generally don't know much about the real you
[x] You like to make yourself look good ( I try to any way)
[x] You can speak another language
[x] You're good at taking orders
[ ] You were born in a different country to the one you are living in now
8/10
Clint Barton / Hawkeye
[ ] You're very good at archery
[x] You currently like/love someone on your team
[ ] You like to wear purple and black
[x] You're very good at aiming
[ ] You've worked at the carnival
[x] You like working in a team
[X] You're up for almost anything thrown at you
[ ] You'd be a top assassin if you ever took the job
[x] You're quiet
[X] You tend to get along with people well
6/10
Loki Laufeyson
[ ] You want to be a great leader
[ ] You want to prove something
[ ] You're the younger sibling
[x] You've been/are overshadowed by a sibling
[ ] You don't get along so great with your sibling
[x] You're good at lying
[x] You're adopted
[x] You're very clever
[x] You are able to manipulate people well
[x] Your favorite color is green or gold
6/10
Black Widow - 8/10
Hawk Eye/Loki - 6/10
Iron Man - 5/10
Nick Furry/Thor-4/10
Captain America-3/10
Hulk-2/10
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There is a reason I stay quiet.
3 min read
I don't do it because I have nothing to say, I have plenty to say, Its not because I don't want to hurt any ones feelings or that I don't know how to put it into words because the truth hurts less no matter what even if you don't want to here it.
My life has not been perfect nor will it ever be perfect is something no one can be, you can be close or something like but never perfect, though my life may not be perfect or sometimes far from it it's what I make it I don't want a movie star lifestyle I don't want to be adored or remembered by the world.
I have amazing friends they have and will achieve so much more than I could dream of and that thought alone make me sad but, there all unique and far from perfect they are messed up crazy and sometimes just a pain in the ass and I wouldn't have them any other way, there each good at something singing, dancing, drawing and they are all beautiful though they may not all agree.
This journal may never be read by the ones I meant it for but it will always be here waiting for them.
Lately there has been a lot of talk from people I know and its all been based on negative thoughts and its really starting to annoy me, I have them to I don't claim not to I permanently my self how I look and how big I am its a constant battle between hating the way I look and trying my best to live with it, and it upsets me so much when my friends bring them selves down they have no idea how amazing they are and though I don't always say it in fact I rarely say it I love them all flaws and all they wouldn't be who they are with out them I cannot express how angry, sad and crazy it makes me to see how depressed and angry people get with them selves, and I am also guilty of this but I always banish the thoughts as quick as they come, I have tried my best to keep it to my self but this is why I don't say much because every thing I do say is what nobody wants to know/believe.
That's it from me I have typed away my anger time to move on to the next thing.
My life has not been perfect nor will it ever be perfect is something no one can be, you can be close or something like but never perfect, though my life may not be perfect or sometimes far from it it's what I make it I don't want a movie star lifestyle I don't want to be adored or remembered by the world.
I have amazing friends they have and will achieve so much more than I could dream of and that thought alone make me sad but, there all unique and far from perfect they are messed up crazy and sometimes just a pain in the ass and I wouldn't have them any other way, there each good at something singing, dancing, drawing and they are all beautiful though they may not all agree.
This journal may never be read by the ones I meant it for but it will always be here waiting for them.
Lately there has been a lot of talk from people I know and its all been based on negative thoughts and its really starting to annoy me, I have them to I don't claim not to I permanently my self how I look and how big I am its a constant battle between hating the way I look and trying my best to live with it, and it upsets me so much when my friends bring them selves down they have no idea how amazing they are and though I don't always say it in fact I rarely say it I love them all flaws and all they wouldn't be who they are with out them I cannot express how angry, sad and crazy it makes me to see how depressed and angry people get with them selves, and I am also guilty of this but I always banish the thoughts as quick as they come, I have tried my best to keep it to my self but this is why I don't say much because every thing I do say is what nobody wants to know/believe.
That's it from me I have typed away my anger time to move on to the next thing.
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Real name?
1. Kayleigh
Nickname?
2. Keeks, Caboose, Kay,
Zodiac sign?
3.Virgo
Male or Female?
4. Female
Elementary?
5. Errrr I can't remember
Middle School?
6. Riverca Primary School
High school?
7. Sutton High School
Hair color?
8. Naturally - Blonde Usually - Red
Long or short?
9. Shoulder length
Loud or quiet?
10. Both depends on how I'm feeling
Sweats or jeans?
11. Jeans
Phone or camera?
12. Phone
Health freak?
13. No but I don't believe in binge eating either I think you have to watch how much you eat not what you eat.
Smoke or drink?
14. Neither
Eat or drink?
15. Drink
Piercings?
16. Ears and I did have my lip pierced
Tattoos?
17. No
HAVE YOU EVER...
Been in an airplane?
18. Yes
Been in a car accident?
19. Not that I know of unless Halo counts then yes tones usually caused by me ..... or a well placed sticky
Been in a fist fight?
20. Nope
FIRSTS:
First piercings?
21. Ears when I was about 7
First best friend?
22. My Little sister and we are still best friends to this day
First award?
23. Ballet
First crush?
24. Nick from Heart Beat I was only young xD
First big vacation?
25. Went to Tenerife when I was 13
LASTS:
Last person you talked to?
26. Becki aka
Last person you texted?
27. Joe though I'm not sure he got it xD
Last person you watched a movie with?
28. Becki again MIB:III
Last thing you ate?
29. Sensations crisp
Last movie you watched?
30. The first half of Avatar not the last air bender unfortunately
Last song you listened to?
31. Queen - A kind of magic
Last thing you bought?
32. A soya Vanilla Latte
Last person you hugged?
33. Becki again xD dear lord
Favourite (it did say Faves but I really don't like the way it reads) :
Food?
34. Chicken
Drinks?
35. Coke
Clothing?
36. Optional
Book?
37. Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix
Music?
38. Hard to say I like a lot of music but favourite band is My Chemical Romance
Flower?
39. White Roses or Lilies
Colors?
40. Green, blue, white and pink
Movies?
41. Tangled, Harry Potter and Avengers
Shoes?
42. My wedge boots and well just all my boots.
Subjects?
43. Art, Maths
IN THE PAST YEAR I...
Kissed in the snow?
44. Like Joe said Forever alone
Celebrated Halloween?
45.That's what expo is for
Had your heart broken?
46. Yes when I lost my Nephew <3
Went over the minutes on your cell phone?
47. Not yet
Someone questioned your sexual orientation?
48. Not that I know of.
Come out of the closet?
49. Not yet no when I find the urge to I might jump out for a while then fall back in
Gotten pregnant?
50. No I haven't been in the situation needed to get pregnant.
Had an abortion?
51. No
Done something you've regretted?
52. Not so far
Broken a promise?
53. No I don't do that unless i'm on fire and in need of air support promises are made for a reason I can't forgive when people brake them so why would I.
Hidden a secret?
54. Yes.
Pretended to be happy?
55. Yes
Met someone who changed your life?
56. Yes
Pretended to be sick?
57. Once
Left the country?
58. No
Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it?
59. No
Cried over the silliest thing?
60. Yes
Ran a mile?
61. On Halo
Went to the beach with your best friend?
62. No
Stayed single the whole year?
63. 5 th year in a row not as hard as it looks
CURRENTLY:
Eating?
64. Nothing
Drinking?
65. a latte soon
I'm about to?
66. Go out shopping with my sister
Listening to?
67. Nothing
Plans for today/tomorrow?
68. Shopping sleeping pestering dave joe and becki
Waiting for?
69. expo
YOUR FUTURE:
Want kids?
70. now no in the future maybe
Want to get married?
71. Yes
Careers in mind?
72. Teacher or Nurse though the Nurse thing wont ever happen
WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
Neither but I will go with Boy
Lips or eyes?
73. Eyes
Shorter or taller?
74. Taller
Romantic or spontaneous?
75. Romantic
Nice stomach or arms?
76. Nice stomach
Sensitive or loud?
78. bit of both
Hookup or relationship?
79. Relationship.
Troublemaker or hesitant?
80. Both
HAVE YOU EVER:
Lost glasses/contacts?
81. Sunglasses all the time
Run away from home?
82. No
Held a gun/knife in self defense?
83.Only in Halo
Killed someone?
84. In games
Broken someone's heart?
85. No xD
Been arrested?
86. No
Cried when someone died?
87. Nephew
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself?
88. Not Really
Miracles?
89. Sometimes
Love at first sight?
90. Yes
Heaven?
91. I want to
Santa Claus?
92. No but ~I love the feeling you get a Christmas and the songs~
Sex on the first date?
93. No
Kiss on the first date?
94. I suppose
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
Is there one person you want to be with right now?
95. Yes
Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
96. No but I will get there eventually
Do you believe in God?
97. No
98. Tag 5 people:
Nah I did this for fun its optional if you want to do it too.
1. Kayleigh
Nickname?
2. Keeks, Caboose, Kay,
Zodiac sign?
3.Virgo
Male or Female?
4. Female
Elementary?
5. Errrr I can't remember
Middle School?
6. Riverca Primary School
High school?
7. Sutton High School
Hair color?
8. Naturally - Blonde Usually - Red
Long or short?
9. Shoulder length
Loud or quiet?
10. Both depends on how I'm feeling
Sweats or jeans?
11. Jeans
Phone or camera?
12. Phone
Health freak?
13. No but I don't believe in binge eating either I think you have to watch how much you eat not what you eat.
Smoke or drink?
14. Neither
Eat or drink?
15. Drink
Piercings?
16. Ears and I did have my lip pierced
Tattoos?
17. No
HAVE YOU EVER...
Been in an airplane?
18. Yes
Been in a car accident?
19. Not that I know of unless Halo counts then yes tones usually caused by me ..... or a well placed sticky
Been in a fist fight?
20. Nope
FIRSTS:
First piercings?
21. Ears when I was about 7
First best friend?
22. My Little sister and we are still best friends to this day
First award?
23. Ballet
First crush?
24. Nick from Heart Beat I was only young xD
First big vacation?
25. Went to Tenerife when I was 13
LASTS:
Last person you talked to?
26. Becki aka
Last person you texted?
27. Joe though I'm not sure he got it xD
Last person you watched a movie with?
28. Becki again MIB:III
Last thing you ate?
29. Sensations crisp
Last movie you watched?
30. The first half of Avatar not the last air bender unfortunately
Last song you listened to?
31. Queen - A kind of magic
Last thing you bought?
32. A soya Vanilla Latte
Last person you hugged?
33. Becki again xD dear lord
Favourite (it did say Faves but I really don't like the way it reads) :
Food?
34. Chicken
Drinks?
35. Coke
Clothing?
36. Optional
Book?
37. Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix
Music?
38. Hard to say I like a lot of music but favourite band is My Chemical Romance
Flower?
39. White Roses or Lilies
Colors?
40. Green, blue, white and pink
Movies?
41. Tangled, Harry Potter and Avengers
Shoes?
42. My wedge boots and well just all my boots.
Subjects?
43. Art, Maths
IN THE PAST YEAR I...
Kissed in the snow?
44. Like Joe said Forever alone
Celebrated Halloween?
45.That's what expo is for
Had your heart broken?
46. Yes when I lost my Nephew <3
Went over the minutes on your cell phone?
47. Not yet
Someone questioned your sexual orientation?
48. Not that I know of.
Come out of the closet?
49. Not yet no when I find the urge to I might jump out for a while then fall back in
Gotten pregnant?
50. No I haven't been in the situation needed to get pregnant.
Had an abortion?
51. No
Done something you've regretted?
52. Not so far
Broken a promise?
53. No I don't do that unless i'm on fire and in need of air support promises are made for a reason I can't forgive when people brake them so why would I.
Hidden a secret?
54. Yes.
Pretended to be happy?
55. Yes
Met someone who changed your life?
56. Yes
Pretended to be sick?
57. Once
Left the country?
58. No
Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it?
59. No
Cried over the silliest thing?
60. Yes
Ran a mile?
61. On Halo
Went to the beach with your best friend?
62. No
Stayed single the whole year?
63. 5 th year in a row not as hard as it looks
CURRENTLY:
Eating?
64. Nothing
Drinking?
65. a latte soon
I'm about to?
66. Go out shopping with my sister
Listening to?
67. Nothing
Plans for today/tomorrow?
68. Shopping sleeping pestering dave joe and becki
Waiting for?
69. expo
YOUR FUTURE:
Want kids?
70. now no in the future maybe
Want to get married?
71. Yes
Careers in mind?
72. Teacher or Nurse though the Nurse thing wont ever happen
WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
Neither but I will go with Boy
Lips or eyes?
73. Eyes
Shorter or taller?
74. Taller
Romantic or spontaneous?
75. Romantic
Nice stomach or arms?
76. Nice stomach
Sensitive or loud?
78. bit of both
Hookup or relationship?
79. Relationship.
Troublemaker or hesitant?
80. Both
HAVE YOU EVER:
Lost glasses/contacts?
81. Sunglasses all the time
Run away from home?
82. No
Held a gun/knife in self defense?
83.Only in Halo
Killed someone?
84. In games
Broken someone's heart?
85. No xD
Been arrested?
86. No
Cried when someone died?
87. Nephew
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself?
88. Not Really
Miracles?
89. Sometimes
Love at first sight?
90. Yes
Heaven?
91. I want to
Santa Claus?
92. No but ~I love the feeling you get a Christmas and the songs~
Sex on the first date?
93. No
Kiss on the first date?
94. I suppose
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
Is there one person you want to be with right now?
95. Yes
Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
96. No but I will get there eventually
Do you believe in God?
97. No
98. Tag 5 people:
Nah I did this for fun its optional if you want to do it too.
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